Contemplations on the spirit of Liminal time
'In this liminal time, we can evoke what really matters to us. 
In this blog I contemplate the means to understand one self and the motivation that moves us to unfold in heart and soul.'


Ego principium, I am the beginning...

There is no time like Spring,
When life’s alive in everything,
Before new nestlings sing,
Before cleft swallows speed their journey back
Along the trackless track
God guides their wing,
He spreads their table that they nothing lack,
Before the daisy grows a common flower
Before the sun has power
To scorch the world up in his noontide hour…

Christina Rossetti, ‘Spring.


The Dawning of a new season, a new cycle and a new year...

The dawn of Spring in the Northern Hemisphere, is marked by the zodiak sign Aries. This phase in psychological evolution we can see as the awakening from the collective consciousness as individual. Like a seed sprouting into a plant with immense force and an outgoing primal scream. Aries is ruled by the fire/intuition element and cardinal with life force, outgoing and therefor well known for its energetic behavior.


Fire/ Intuition

Gary Zukav writes in his book The seat of the Soul*; "


Intuition is a perception beyond the physical senses that is meant to assist you. It is that sensory system which operates without data from the five senses.......Intuition serves many purposes. Intuition serves survival. It prompts you to pursue that which has no apparent reason in order to survive...... Intuition serves creativity. It tells you what book to buy for your project......Intuition serves inspiration. It is the sudden answer to a question......Intuition is like a walkie-talkie, so to speak, between the personality and the Soul."


We go beyond the tangible world into the realm of possibilities. This primal need to explore makes sensory perception less to non interesting. Therefor the need for space and freedom are important characteristics of the fire element and Aries sign. This polarity between fire/intuition and earth/perceiving is quite important as fire/intuition can even experience restriction and constraint trough earth/sensory perception. Both elements are two sides of the same coin; that is objective observation. One with the five senses and one beyond the five senses. I will go more in depth about this in a different blog on the four functions of consciousness. 


Cardinal- Fire

As I mentioned before here, we work with three primal directions of psychic energy, cardinal, fixed and volatile. Aries is one of the four Cardinal signs. We see a primal need to experience our place in the outside world, to pioneer and explore the horizons. To take life head on and cope, we go out into the unknown. We conquer new territory. Often with enthusiasm and sometimes the with the need to rebel. Different than other cardinal signs, Aries is less involved in the opinion of others and the effect one has on the outside world. More important for Aries is to make sure that new doors keep on opening and that there is always a new adventure around the corner.


Active

All zodiak signs can be divided in two groups. One active/ yang and the other re-active/ yin. Aries is, like all other fire signs an active zodiak sign. Meaning that Aries has the primal need to express without the need for any trigger, spark or input from outside, our own impulses are leading.


The above...

Tells us that Aries is a sign that carries the need to lead, pioneer and explore with limitless space. With enthusiasm and curiosity Aries experiences freedom and discovers boundaries. The constant need for new adventures lets us easily overlook the details and can lead into reckless playing with fire. "However Aries is able to cultivate an authentic self awareness. Being undogmatically true to his inner felt life task. " **


Little Red Riding Hood

Traditionally the tale illustrates the innocence of a child, curiosity and excitement about the journey. It is a tale about temptation, walking into the wild and taking the first steps on the path to individuation. Red riding hood is send by her mother to her grandmothers house. Riding hood is naive and fearless, curious to the world and open jet unaware of the danger the she will encounter that will distract her from the way. On her journey she meets the angry wolf and despite her mothers instructions, she follows the wolf into the unknown. When the wolf leaves her to pick flowers for her grandmother he rushes of to the house and eats the granny alive! At the end of the story Red riding hood arrives at her granny's house and gets eaten by the wolf. The wolf takes rest after his heavy meal and luckily the hunter passes by and hears the wolf snoring. The hunter opens the door, cuts the wolf open and Red riding hood and granny are saved. ***


This story that many of us enjoyed in early childhood illustrates so beautifully the immense need to go into the wild, with enthusiasm and courage. As well as the carelessness that can evolve from this, taking risks and learning though experience. And the trust that all will eventually turn into new beginnings which enables us to stay open.

Thank you for reading my blog!

Feel free to reach out to me about any thoughts, insights and or remarks regarding my work.



Source:

* p 70 Gary Zukav, The Seat of the Soul: ISBN 978-1-4767-5540-3

** p97-98 Dra k. Hamaker- Zondag, Psyche en Astrologisch Symbool: ISBN 90-6378-001

*** p41-42 Isha& Mark Lerner, Inner Child Deck and Book: ISBN 90-73140-14-5


By mmmwebbbbb January 25, 2023
Saturn Now first off, I practice to read astrology and life as a meaningful bundle of symbols. In astrology, Saturn is our primal need and ability to structure, learn by cause and effect, develop a sense of responsibility and awareness of our own inner (and outer) limitations. Saturn was until the 1700’s the last planet visible form Earth and therefor represented the keeper of the gate to infinity/ death. Saturn was often referred to as water time as its distance from Earth is far and the course trough the zodiak very slow. (approximately 27-30 years) Once Saturn has finished its frist round trough the zodiak we often experience a sense of crisis or at least a deeper understanding of how our time here in this body is limited. This is the notorious “Saturn return” and I like to refer to this as the stage in life where we become an adult. Well, by that time we’ve had the chance to grow into and take responsibility for our life. We see the course of Saturn trough the astrological houses as a means to learn where we need to take responsibility and structure life. Often this results in a (minor) crisis due to the fact that Saturn within an astrological house tends to stir up un- resolved issues regarding the current house. Sometimes, issues that where (consciously) ignored or repressed. When Saturn enters an astrological house it will appear so as if a huge snow shovel scrapes off all the loose ends, bits, pieces and dirt for you to renown it. Yes, we all leave loose ends here and there that’s okay. But sooner or later we all need to take full ownership of our lives. Taking responsibility for what’s ours is empowering, even if it’s ugly and dirty. Taking ownership of our lives, hence at the same time being confronted with limitations. The imposter syndrome Don’t you just hate it when you know you have all that it takes to fulfill the tasks requested and still you hear the squeaking voice in the back of your head reminding you of all your limitations. More often we see this “inner critic” strongly represented with a dominant Saturn in the birth chart. Now, what is a dominant Saturn? In my next blog I will go deeper into the rulership and housing system. For now; Saturn in its domicile Capricorn Saturn in its exalted sign Libra Saturn aspecting the lights of the chart (Sun and Moon) especially conjunction, opposition, and square but any connection works Saturn aspecting (one of the) four corners in the birth chart ( ascendant, descendant, IC and or MC ) When and if you know you’re sensitive to this “inner critic” like me, we might take comfort in acknowledging our need to take time to grow into things. Acknowledging our need to make sure we have our task, assignment, day or moment well prepared. Every planet (according to the theory of microcosm/ macrocosm is a need and ability within us that needs and wants to be lived! What we can gift ourselves is to learn more about what Saturn in our birth chart holds and create the space to express it. This inner critic is a great theme to study in consultation. Very insightful most of the tim e. The Klesha's An other thing that we can look into are Patanjali’s yoga Sutras. Especially Sutra 2.3-2.10* Here the structure of the Klesha's is explained. (this deserves a whole separate blog, this is just a mere reference) According to the sage and saint Patanjali there are 5 root causes of human suffering of 5 root obstacles. Avidya: Ignorance (perceiving the impermanent as permanent) Asmita: Egoism (thinking that the world revolves around you) Raga: Attachment to pleasures Dvésa: Aversion/ resentment Abhinivesha: Attachment to bodily life/ fear of Death We can apply this structure of the klesha's as narrative whenever the inner critic I.e. the imposter syndrome comes up. Ask yourself: Is this permanent? Is it really about me? Am I looking for any kind of sense gratification? What us there to dislike/ resent? Will I live? Acknowledgement of the function of the need for structure and the realisation that most of life is impermanent. We learn trough cause and effect and, n the bigger picture there is no such thing as failure. Thanks for reading this blog. Take care! Image: Harvest of this mornings walk, Ganesha the remover of obstacles. *p 80-86 ISBN 978-1-938477-07-2
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Astrological family patterns The way I always describe this to clients: Astrologers before us have found there are specific hereditary features in the birth chart which we call family patterns. These Astrologers observed birth charts of several generations within the family line. Here they found certain themes and /or needs and abilities which stood out due to specific conflict and or challenges visible in the constellation. These themes kept on repeating trough generations. At one point there is a child born, within that family line that has this certain theme and/ or need and ability strongly represented in the chart (i.e. psyche); simply impossible to ignore. In other words, this child will live this! No matter what! Drs. Karen Hamaker writes in her study on family patterns (1) in the birth chart that these are often patterns that transmute a vital role in development of certain themes, traditions and convictions within family's that are past along trough generations. In short: a certain ability and need that has been suppressed in generations past, either consciously suppressed, vallen into oblivion or simply due to limited circumstances. There are several ways in which family patterns accure in the birth chart, showed in the image above; 1. A planet * doesn't aspect ** any other planet in the birth chart: Un-regulated planets 2. Two planets* only aspect ** each other in the birth chart: a Duet **** 3. 3 planets, corners ***** or nodes ****** are connected in the birth chart trough an aspect ** constellation: a YOD *** Even tho it is impossible to be complete in describing the various outcomes and effect of family patters, below you find a summary on what one may experience when one has family pattern in ones chart: • You feel different from others, but you can also take a unique path of life. • Your life is characterized by a permanent "seeking" quality. • Your life is less easy to plan. • Totally unexpected turns and / or peak experiences. • It is not uncommon for the second half of life to be very different from the activities or approach first half of life. • YOD, as a hint of God, often point to exceptional talents or can point to one special role. • You don't really notice the utterances of YODS yourself. • People with YOD figures often play an important role in turning points in the family companies, in science and in society. If a company undergoes radical and unforeseen changes in the coming years (i.e. comes to a turning point), it will unnoticeably attract more employees with YOD figures and un- regulated planets. With Un-regulated Planets it's the s ame general tonic, but: • One-pointed: the dynamic takes place around a planet (also as a house owner) that is neither neither stimulated nor inhibited and can therefore show extremes. • In a Yod we see a constant interaction of conflicting energies with the result uncertainty and search. • With un- regulated planets we see a search for oneself. • You evoke reaction that you do not understand. • You maneuver yourself in intangible circumstances. • You experience things that you feel have no connection with you. Those things seem like outside, but have consequences for you. • The things that come your way often come with a shock, uncertainty or different uncomfortable situation. • You have the feeling that you cannot influence it in any way, it simply happens to you. • You often have the feeling of stalemate and a sense of injustice. • If something in the environment needs to "go wrong", it will happen to or around you, most likely without any influence and or responsibility on your part. • You often encounter situations in your life that are an exception to the rule and end up, getting negative projections. • With a Yod you have to make "impossible" choices Yods and un-regulated planets also have very special talents! • You are often not aware of those talents yourself, in fact: you doubt them. • They are often evoked or evident in "impossible" situations or situations where one feels cornered. • They may be talents that are also of (great) significance to others. In my practice... I have met many people with family patterns in the birth chart. There is not one thing that ties these life stories together as a whole, apart from the features described above. I found that people often felt a deep sense of relief and conformation when learning about this topic. The lives of people with family patterns are deeply ingrained with lessons, treasures and challenges. I've heard clients give examples and effects of their family patterns that I could have never made up myself. Ones personal motion in the celestial dance and their own personal magic in life is one we can't make up. And yet I found that trough practicing astrology, we are able to read a realm of possibilities which can bring clarity on the road to Self realization or as Carl Jung calls it; the path of Individuation. *A planet: one of the actual planets in our Solar system (Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto) and/ or the Sun and/ or the Moon **An aspect: is an angle that the planets make with each other in their orbit around the Sun visible from Earth. I.e. one of the Major Aspects in psychological astrology (conjunctie 0 degrees, sextile 60 degrees, square 90 degrees , trine 120 degrees, quincunx 150 degrees, opposition 180 degrees) ***A Yod is an aspect constellation formed by two quincunx and one sextile. YOD comes from the Hebrew word hand. The YOD in the birth chart is also referred to as A hint of God. It looks like a pizza slice: see image above ****A Duet is two planets in one Major aspect with only each other. In the reading we read the psychological effect of this similar to an Un- regulated planet. *****The corners of the birth chart are; Ascendent, Descendant, Medium Coeli & Imum Coeli. ******The nodes are the point where the ecliptica and the orbit of the moon meet in a 45 degree angle. The North and South node are always opposite to each other. In the chart they are displayed as two black horseshoes. 1. Here is referred to the study material on family patterns in the birth chart from Karen Hamaker- Zondag at her school, Astrologie College
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